actually im not even sure, where ive put them. or recalling ever making them. but i think i did, i just gradually forgot abt them abt deciding to go along wherever the flow is leading me, as always what's expected from me. that's my new year's resolution next year. will be the complete paradox of what i am this year, and hopefully it'd last at least until july. im just looking forward for a lot of changes for this new year. esp, when it's a crucial year for me. im finally and officially made to adult life. it is really it. it's where i start acting up like one right? i really need to figure out myself this year.

 

of course. there's a couple of things that'll remain the same. but i hope to make the best of it. the best of me out of it.

 

 i want to be happier. i want more laughters than cries. i want to improve my life real good this time. there's a lot im hoping for new year and i could never list it all out cos i might miss out some and i don't want that. but for sure those few things are the one most, important for me.